just starting..

i always had this inhibition whenever i try to create a blog entry and express myself in a flowing and candid manner. i don't know why. maybe at the back of my mind, i am conscious about the resources that i will consume, i mean electricity, money, and the minutes that i would be facing the computer monitor (which strains my already damaged eyes); when i can do the same thing with the tangible writing instruments in my tangible journal. but then i remember the times i spent meticulously customizing and updating my friendster account. might as well start on something more productive and beneficial to what i am inclined to do at this point.